It haunts me

Ok. Here it goes. I have been trying to download or is it upload photographs of my beloved cornus kousa at my old house. Blogger will not allow this. Why not? Yes finally, PERHAPS
they were having a bad day.

I merely wanted to say that when I lived here
and the moon was doing its best
I awoke to a light that
convinced me that it had snowed in summer.
I willingly accepted

In June. In July.
That snow came.
How could I believe that?
For so many nights. And not have the faith to believe in other things.

What a dope. Perhaps it means I should not be discussing this.
My faith/belief is flawed.